S.O.R.R.Y is really the hardest word
01.24.10 (2:14 am) [edit]Can't closed my eyes, can't rest my mind and can't sleep. i know what happened this morning was my fault. I'm the one starting the fire, i'm the one make up the story and i'm the one make she cried..Astaghfirullah..what i do..now between my ego and love for her. i really dont know what to do? My mind ask me to ask for the forgiveness but why it so hard to say??
Unresolve Relationship
12.23.09 (4:53 pm) [edit]Its been a very2 long for me to be quiet since my last post...actually i forgot my password and thats make me always keep the story untold. Just now i try again and tadaaa..got the right password and now i can write whatever i want and whatever i heard or whoever i met.. let get back to our story, as nothing going wrong with me and my feeling so i have somebody story to share.hehe..kira mengumpat la ni. this story between my good friend and another good friend..yes..i'm dead..i have to listen both side and i dont mind because they fight today and tomorrow they gonna be together again.
2008...TIMES and TIDES waits for NO MAN!!
01.03.08 (5:50 pm) [edit]I can't really believe that times really moved so fast nowadays,pejam celik your ages raised without notice and you'll realize when somebody wave you and say " Hi grand Pa..Hi grand Ma!".. Its so long for me rest after last blog.."Hangat-hangat Tahi Ayam"..heehe but blog is so important whenever you got to say something but nobody to listen and you can say anything you want couse you guys didn't know me ..right???
Does it true that most of human in this evil world got new year resolution!! Only loser didn't make wish to transform.Hahaha LOSER..LOSER..Sorry i always in PLASTIC Side..hehe..
I got so many resolution to wish this year:
1.Make more money than last year.
2.Less Dosa this year...
3.Make no more friends,i got very higher quality friends already.
4.Wish all my bad habits gone..especially..overslept and late to work.
5.Love myself more than i love other...
6.New house and new environment
7.sambung lagi
why we (MEN) are happier
11.28.07 (8:51 pm) [edit]Our last name stays put
The garage is all ours
Wedding plans take care of themselves
Chocolate is just another snack
We can be president
We can never be pregnant
We can wear a white T-shirt to a water park
We can wear no T-shirt to a water park
Car mechanics tell us the truth
The world is us urinal
We never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky
We don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt
Same work, more pay
Wrinkles add character
People never stare at our chest when we're talking to them
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle our feet
One mood – all the time
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat
We know stuff about tanks
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase
We can open all our own jars
We get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite us, he or she can still be our friend
Our underwear is £15 (RM93) for three-pack
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough
We almost never have strap problems in public
We are unable to see wrinkles in our clothes
Everything on our face stays its original colour
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades
We only have to shave our face and neck
We can play with toys all our life
Our belly usually hides our big hips
One wallet and one pair of shoes one colours for all seasons
We can wear shorts no matter how our legs look like
We can “do” our nails with a pocketknife
We have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache
We can do festive shopping in 25 minutes.
::what MEN want???
11.23.07 (6:47 pm) [edit]Updated:
LADIES LISTEN!! ..Last nite i went out with some of my friends..guys nite..not play poker,not watching football or not wathing porn movie with extra focus..its late and we all out to Mamak for teh tarik and Roti canai.Some of us already married,enggage and few "all by myself"(solo).
Last nite our topic well interesting,we babling about our women,how gorgeous, tremendous, loyal, gedik, annoying,pamper,and how cute they can be.Yeah its so great to have women you love always by your side but its not mean she has to "really" be in our side all the times.We,men need some times alone to increase our testosterone hormones by doing guys thing and we completely can be insane if too much more estrogen information in our brain.For us,women must know how to act in certain situation.We like women be "gedik" but not all the time..its make us puke sometimes.We need them to be more independent but in brilliants way..some women too brave but she don't know the limit, she think she can do anything and end up she regret on her own decision.Basically here ,i make it in point so you ladies easy to follow and understand it...okay...?
*less argumentation and more sex
*You need to know that if we gedik with other girl and we told you about that girl ...thats not the girl we love.
*If we say something in serious mode,listen .. coz we not gonna repeat in same mode again but in higher mode.
* if we start from friend to special girlfriend,please dont change ur attitude...we really need you as a friend.
* we dont really admire women who's always blame us on what happen.
*why you too pushy..its not the end of era..we just enggaged!! We have more time to arrange our wedding!!
*Don't buy us gift if you not sure which gift we like, just give money we buy by ourself k.
*we may have other girlfriend but our heart is just for you...
& nbsp; &n bsp;
Sacrifice!!! Does its turn to better life???
11.22.07 (4:35 pm) [edit] 
This is my first time having and writting a blog :) .One of my dearest friend teach me how to express what i believe without telling anyone i know which is we may hurt people..its relief... i'm not really good in english but practice make perfect right? Doesn't mean i'm not proud with my bahasa melayu..i'm good and still love my bahasa but i just wanna be better in what i'm not good at.. i just really scare in what i'm doing now..i'm not sure either this the best for me , am i doing the right thing? My previous job was not allowed me to spend more quality time with my family and existing friends in Malaysia but offer me more money but less life.
I do realise now working onshore making money as much as u will spend it.I have no idea where is the limit i can reach here.i do have the best boss in the world and best team mate for now.I learn that everything we do,there is something we should throw..sometimes we have to be someone else just to get in place ,to get everything calm and to be someone friend.Do we really need to sacrifice our spontanious act,our jokes ,our laugh to stop people hurt becouse they did't understand us at all!!! Do we have to stop looking for fun just because somebody feeling will hurt..are we gonna be happy with all this??? Its really real life.. i'm not sure what should i do??? I'm not happy to be somebody which so not me and i know if i try i do have to stay away from it.i have to leave the better palce just because this "FEELING" I do sacrifice..i do..i know how much we have to let thing goes and get hurt.